My Life is Fucked!

I dont know man... how you do the same fucking mistake again and again.. and still think next time its not gonna happen coz you promise your self thats its not worth it and stilll you go ahead and do it! god damn it i feel so sick of myself where i dont have control of my bad side..im full of shit...and this time i dont think im gonna come out of it..i figured that i will never change coz i am that person...well i never wanted to be that person ...but i am...so excepted it...its beter that being dissapointed everytime i fuck things up...